tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59958482011-04-22T09:24:43.904+08:00memories of a time gone by...+. ji[E] MiNg's bLog .+[J]mnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1361100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1143614535717412432006-03-29T14:42:00.000+08:002006-03-29T14:51:20.746+08:00my gosh. this must be a record or something. blogging two days in a row as compared to previous times where a 6 month hiatus between posts is nothing extraordinary. but here i am again trying to pen down some fragment of thought i have in my head. can't say im not surprised at all.watched v for vendetta yesterday. have to say i was pretty excited about watching it as with all other futuristic [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1143525369970879162006-03-28T13:35:00.000+08:002006-03-28T13:56:10.010+08:00in recent days, an unknown phenomena has overcome me. its inexplicable but somehow whenever i sit in front of my computer, i feel a raging compulsion to archive my daily routines on my blog before i enlist. call it a final countdown of sorts i guess. then again, my unhappening life has led me to clicking the "x" button at the top right corner of my screen almost as soon as i finish typing my [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1143179269326710192006-03-24T13:21:00.000+08:002006-03-24T13:47:49.363+08:00well its 2 weeks, or 15 days if we want to go into such detail, before my enlistment date. 8th april 2005. 1 year and 10 months of exclusion from domestic events await. sigh. somehow for the past 6 months i've always had the impression that i was posted to basic military training school 1 (bmtc sch 1) and that gave me tremendous amount of relief for many less fortunate friends had lamented [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1141742976995291722006-03-07T22:49:00.000+08:002006-03-07T22:49:37.050+08:00hey its been almost a week since the release of the a level results.History : A (shock of my life. straight f history student for mid years and prelims)Econs : BLit : BGP : A2disbelief is an understatement should it be used to describe my thoughts towards my results. honestly to me, its ludicrous that i would ever in my wildest dreams do as such as i was just hoping for a BCC or something close [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1139925369502604512006-02-14T21:56:00.000+08:002006-02-14T22:08:40.776+08:00happy valentine's day 2006. hope everyone's enjoying it with exception to the few who are currently stuck in tekong living through hell at field camp.today's self-given holiday was a priceless reprieve from work which is getting rather repetitive and drab as day after day is spent serving western food at my dad's cafe. i swear i'll die soon if i hear one more utterance of "i'll have roastchicken/[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1138460257537365522006-01-28T22:57:00.000+08:002006-01-28T22:57:37.606+08:00happy chinese new year..been reading pablo neruda poems again. meaningful pieces of work they are..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1136362555162855082006-01-04T16:15:00.000+08:002006-01-04T16:15:55.206+08:00hey been a really long time since i blogged.. for one, the exams has already been over and gone and its already 2006. happy new year everyone..i need a damn job!jobs dont exactly fall from the sky ah..desolate man. sitting on sofa. slams phone down onto sofa. buries his head in his hands. sighs in anguish.paint this in grey and brown tones.heh. depressing potrait.anyone who has a job vacancy? /[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1128421619649929942005-10-04T18:26:00.000+08:002005-10-04T18:26:59.703+08:00ok i think i hafta blog b4 getting back my final results in case anything bad suddenly happens and dashes my super high spirits today..
several things has made my day -omg-.
-getting A1 for gp essay for the 1st time in my life and the teacher not having anything to correct in it.
-passing econs and not having to do econs essay correction.
-getting a d for the lit drama question i thought i had [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1127652522654477542005-09-25T20:48:00.000+08:002005-09-25T20:50:41.013+08:00eh dammit man!! i need jessica alba posters!! ahhhh!!into the bluesin city[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1127651221764243072005-09-25T20:27:00.000+08:002005-09-25T20:27:01.806+08:00surprise!!!
haha i almost forgot i even owned a blog.
prelims has come and gone.. and i must say.. i did study quite a bit for it -hooray!!- and err spent an like 100 bucks per week at the cafe i study at.
any cafes reading this wanna give me some vip card so i can go study at ur cafe and pay u lots of money for getting myself fat?
prelims was rather ok i guess.. pretty happy abt my lit, [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1123079296743091932005-08-03T22:28:00.000+08:002005-08-03T22:28:16.806+08:0003-08-2005
final testimonial rugby match
1st official try in last match
pretty nice i guess..
gonna miss this sport.
interhouse netball champs.
interhouse fun touch champs.
nice. if only i could transfer sporting achievements into academic excellence.
time to pray to god, mug like a dog.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1121784114495649442005-07-19T22:41:00.000+08:002005-07-19T22:41:54.533+08:00If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
deep and meaningless
on a brighter note, cetus won interhouse netball with an unbeatable record of err.. six games? hooray! huge props to the team.
time to dominate interhouse touch rugby on 30th july.
sigh. give me a sign everything's right.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1121698152850222912005-07-18T22:49:00.000+08:002005-07-18T22:49:12.880+08:00hey. realised i have yet again neglecting my blog.
school's a bore as usual but wow its definitely scary seeing almost everyone in my class (ok make that school) mugging while i'm spending my weekends sleeping and finishing harry potter and the half blood prince (which is a terribly good book if u like harry potter *duh*). can someone kill me before my mum kills me when i get my prelims and A [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1117121747753424402005-05-26T23:35:00.000+08:002005-05-26T23:35:47.813+08:00midyear results!!!
lit : D
econs : AO
history : E
gp : b3
ao maths : e8 or f9 -bah no diff anyway. a failure's a failure. gosh i've taken this sub for 4 yrs and i still cant pass. i suck.-
to anyone who's in a top jc and is probably thinking "WOW what dismal results" considering how close the prelims and a levels are.. i'd say.. sorry if this displeases your wonderful academic performances but [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1116773447093368212005-05-22T22:50:00.000+08:002005-05-22T22:50:47.130+08:00srjc's midyears have come and gone..
feedback from the teacher's have not been so good overall, but im still hoping to be "the guy who passes without studying" which is simply based on the hope that maybe.. just maybe.. my bunch of crap might be able to once again deceive the teachers who might actually think i'm talking sense.
other than that, gosh! its almost june and yes guys.. its barely five[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1115480803579730682005-05-07T23:46:00.000+08:002005-05-07T23:46:43.686+08:00well the last time i blogged was before study week.
now its over.
bye bye mid years.
jm's a goner[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1115073961518180132005-05-03T06:46:00.000+08:002005-05-03T06:46:01.516+08:00ok today officially marks the start of study week
the week which determines how bad a scolding i get on parents night.
-not like i wont get bad grades anyway-
but this week at least gives me some chance to salvage it
anyone who sees me online in the afternoons.
pls scold me
and get me off the com
thanks.
my neatly stacked pile of books beckon.
and its 6.50am.
shall go take a nap 1st :)[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1114940611943220472005-05-01T17:43:00.000+08:002005-05-01T17:43:31.943+08:00Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
and hung me on a line
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1114443761934007362005-04-25T23:42:00.000+08:002005-04-25T23:42:41.933+08:00we lost.
two words that sums up everything that matters.
a divs is taking a turn for the worse.
and i cant take this.
no one wins all the time.
but i hate losing.
the physical pain endured,
is nothing compared to the hurt inside.
cuts, bruises, wounds.
they can heal with time.
the last year of inter-school competitions,
irreplacable.
maybe its the lack of squad depth.
maybe its the fact that [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1114345820284292042005-04-24T20:30:00.000+08:002005-04-24T20:30:20.283+08:00gosh i looked like a monkey when i was young.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1114316536543333782005-04-24T12:22:00.000+08:002005-04-24T12:22:16.543+08:00hey
just a quick entry before i go to my room..
hopefully.. do some revision.
if not, finish up my story book which i've started a month ago and am still yet to complete.
this week passed in a blur..
probably due to the fact that A divs have started and i've been ending school really early cos of it..
anyway..
sr lost the first match against pjc.
kinda heartbreaking. cos as much as i seem like[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1113492533436996362005-04-14T23:28:00.000+08:002005-04-14T23:28:53.436+08:00Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
- Howie Day : Collide
its a wonder im blogging again so soon since my last entry.
tomorrow's gonna be the start of my midyears. starting with gp. lol what am i doing blogging now? as much as i would like to say that gp is dependent on talent :) i really [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1113149728612852992005-04-10T23:06:00.000+08:002005-04-11T00:18:09.563+08:00What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time - lifehouse : you and meim back here with an intention to write about my life. albeit a rather non-existent one. and no seto, though i agree my blog is effing stagnant and boring, i dispute the fact that i blog more when im single. its just that i dont have the [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1108830831636361162005-02-20T00:33:00.000+08:002005-02-20T00:33:51.636+08:00i'm struck by a sudden compulsion to get my lazy ass off the floor and start breathing life into my yet-again-dormant blog. one that i've ignored thus far till srjc's -evening of hearts- whereby i heard the awwrifying poem i've posted below. pablo neruda's really talented. shall try to find more of his poems online. when. i. got. the. time. which probably means... never.
finally bought two [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1108650578622622502005-02-17T22:29:00.000+08:002005-02-17T22:29:38.623+08:00Saddest Poem -- Pablo Neruda
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: 'The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance.'
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1107606973437898052005-02-05T20:36:00.000+08:002005-02-05T20:36:13.436+08:00v day is coming.
commercialised or a day for love to rule the air?
doesnt really matter to me.
its just another monday, another day of training.
kinda looking forward to it.
been feeling pretty happy these few days.
heh heh.
hallelujah.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1107267081626821482005-02-01T22:11:00.000+08:002005-02-01T22:11:21.626+08:00ahh.. haven been actively blogging since the start of the dreaded s-c-h-o-o-l term. yeah.. back to the screwed up life again.
another month has gone past. 11 more months till the year ends and 10 more months to the exam we've all been waiting for. yeah. that one that starts with an a. hope ill be able to start studying instead of dwindling my worthless existence here on this planet.
had sr [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1106239147603042142005-01-21T01:39:00.000+08:002005-01-21T00:44:12.716+08:00"I've been looking through every book from Socrates to Shakespeare trying to find someone who can put in the words the way Lex and Helen feel about each other, but what i realised is that there are no words for it. That when you have it you trust it and believe in it. Take a chance on it. You are willing to sacrifice anything to keep it. No matter what the cost."
Moral fiber. So, what is moral [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1105858136760287832005-01-16T14:48:00.000+08:002005-01-16T14:48:56.760+08:00ahh just came back from a pretty refreshing 4km+ run to pasir ris park and back. goodness.. its a sunday and there's barely anyone at the park. where's the beach life in singapore man?
ive pretty much decided on focusing on training now. shant let any other things bother me. :) 3 mths of training till napfa then ill see where it goes. if i continue for ns or not. heh hope i stick to it. this is[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1105539570166951672005-01-12T22:12:00.000+08:002005-01-12T22:19:30.166+08:00blogging at the request of people who have nothing to do but to read my blog and tag. :)
was updating halfway. feeling kinda tired. ill continue another day huh. :)[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1104935498741132262005-01-05T22:31:00.000+08:002005-01-12T22:12:35.730+08:00ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
-censored-.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1104578849050303542005-01-01T19:27:00.000+08:002005-01-01T19:30:10.616+08:00just woke up recently from my slumber. sleepovers always make me realise how great my bed is. i love my bed.
Jm's 2005 Resolution List (who keeps them anyway)
1) study hard for As this year. dont slack like i've slacked before.
2) exercise more. i say this every year. i better keep it this year. NS beckons.
3) change the layout of my room. add a tv and a dvd player.
4) get started on my dvd [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1104468414650019792004-12-31T12:46:00.000+08:002004-12-31T12:46:54.650+08:00Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
- oasis : stop crying your heart out
watched the butterfly effect quite a few times this week.
just a random thought.
would you change anything in your past to the effect that it totally changes your [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1103994962424210502004-12-26T01:16:00.000+08:002004-12-26T01:22:15.453+08:00It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
- ronan keating : when you say nothing at all
jm* stop wasting your life away.
spent a really great 3 days speeding through the o.c. season one and i must say. i absolutely love it. want to watch it over again to relive the experience but there's simply not enough time left.. maybe next time [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1103301724309679092004-12-18T00:42:00.000+08:002004-12-18T00:42:04.310+08:00i love -fillintheblank-
ill be happy. ill be content. ill take my time till i finally find the reason for me to fill that special blank in.
.. and the reason is you.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1103109095586993532004-12-15T19:11:00.000+08:002004-12-15T19:13:30.453+08:00have you ever experienced the feeling of tearing suddenly yet not comprehending why?
be it when watching a show, just walking home from school or just lying on your bed thinking?
....i know i have..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1102910484712752332004-12-13T13:01:00.000+08:002004-12-13T12:14:59.153+08:00Sick and tired of this world
There's no more air
Tripping over myself, going nowhere
Waiting, suffocating, no direction
- ryan cabrera : on the way down
struggling at home while trying to comprehend what illness has gotten me down now and for what reason. woke up in the morning experiencing on and off bouts of fever but its diminishing now. ugh. the fever's making way for headaches now as i [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1102696741591468362004-12-11T00:39:00.000+08:002004-12-11T00:39:01.590+08:00i've been sifting through my memories of the past few days to try to unravel just a slight hint of anything worth updating in my life.
zero. nil. zilch. nada.
cant find anything really interesting to comment about so this entry shall just be a mindless ramble of what i've done in the past few days. sit back and bear with me (if you have not clicked away from my blog yet). =)
been a pretty [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1102479849131320842004-12-08T12:24:00.000+08:002004-12-08T12:24:09.130+08:00Ever dated someone younger than you?
yeah.
Someone Older:
no.
Ever been drunk:
nah. i dont really like drinking.
Been in love:
yeah.
Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
maybe.
Gotten in a car accident:
haha lucky me.
Broken a bone:
nope im injury free.
Had your heart broken:
yeah.
Cheated on someone:
fucking hell no.
Been cheated on:
nope..
Last time you said I love you to someone:
haha[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1102414294621432572004-12-07T18:11:00.000+08:002004-12-07T20:44:03.363+08:00Reflections (as kupped from pauline's blog_ =) )
1. the 5 most impt ppl in my life this year
mel. chris. pauline. for guys, honestly.. aaron. HAHAHAHAHA for the time i waste when i go out with him (damn siokhui im not gay. im straight. i like girls. girls are cool.) and seto, although we dont see each other much and talk to each other much through out the sch year, u still matter and wad u say [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1102088959533524092004-12-03T23:49:00.000+08:002004-12-04T11:11:28.536+08:00there's always something in the way, there's always something getting through. but its not me. its you, its you. - switchfoot : you
ah.
firstly, i have to say i absolutely love a walk to remember!
yeah yeah. a lot of people know that its my favourite movie of all time and i can give a word by word account of the script at most of the important parts of the show. to me, its just one of those [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101965047274790182004-12-02T13:24:00.000+08:002004-12-02T13:24:07.273+08:00seriously...
take away the skepticality i showed towards si previously
the finals simply blew me away.
it was a marvel how both finalists raised their standards so tremendously
and how they handled the pressure
kudos to taufik for winning this competition
congrats to sly for obtaining a recording contract too
i feel proud to be singaporean..
..totally.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101842249911195062004-12-01T03:17:00.000+08:002004-12-01T12:17:02.696+08:00as with almost more than half of the population in singapore, i have to guiltily admit that i've been caught up in this six months of singapore idol fever which has seen dozens of budding superstars get eliminated one after another till this final moment where only taufik and sylvester remain.
not exactly much of a tv watcher in the past, i must admit that the lure of si as a reality tv series [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101747134884187252004-11-30T01:48:00.000+08:002004-11-30T00:52:14.883+08:00Wherever You Will Go
by Calling, The
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
CHORUS
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101743437460407232004-11-29T23:50:00.000+08:002004-11-29T23:50:37.460+08:00Nothing Hurts Like Love
by Daniel Bedingfield
Broken hearts
Broken dreams
There just somethings that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101576558919306402004-11-28T01:29:00.000+08:002004-11-28T01:29:18.920+08:00jmfc.. save jm!!! haha[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101531051777394332004-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:002004-11-27T13:00:19.770+08:00seriously..
i've been thinking..
what are blogs for..
a silent lament against all the things u feel unjust in life?
recounting your experiences in a day so others can know?
i dont really understand.
why did i come back and start updating in a blog i've forsaken for several months?
its really quite pathetic.
having to resort to talking to a monitor and telling it how you're feeling.
does it help?
[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101489859222544502004-11-27T01:24:00.000+08:002004-11-27T01:24:19.223+08:00special thanks to all the ppl who featured in this phase of my life, in one way or another:
seto i love you for all the good sense u have given me thru this phase. for some quirky reason, wad u say nvr fails to make me better. though angsty at times, angst does help kill sadness. nice guys often finish last. maybe.. thanks for ur honest comments on what i said and stuff too.
christine i love[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101397935894606452004-11-25T23:52:00.000+08:002004-11-25T23:52:15.893+08:00i dont like how things are going now. its sad how events have turned out. haha i cant do anything abt it. 2 hands are needed to clap.
things i wanna do in the hols:
1) improve on my stamina. make sure i run at least 2.4km twice a week.
2) read finish my books. go get "my story" and start on it..
3) feel better. move on in life.
4) watch more top250 movies. needa review 3 movies for lit.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101265969604155882004-11-24T11:12:00.000+08:002004-11-24T11:12:49.606+08:00After The Breakup...
Can You Still Be Friends?
by Jennifer Nickerson
I know, the old line, "We can still be friends", but is it really possible? Based on personal experience, I think that it is. Here is what I have found successful in keeping those ex's as friends.
First, let me start by saying that not every ex is worth keeping. If your relationship was abusive or caused too much grief, shut[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101214641975644032004-11-23T20:57:00.000+08:002004-11-23T20:57:21.976+08:00had 4j gathering at my house yesterday. had quite a good turn out ba.. 10+ ppl stayed the night.. haven seen everyone for really long.. since teacher's day? so i guess it was really kinda nice ba.. seeing everyone again and seeing how they have changed. haha sadly or sweetly, it seems like none of us really changed ba.. =)
met up with alan early to have lunch and walk around white sands. [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101207916236327632004-11-23T19:05:00.000+08:002004-11-23T19:05:16.236+08:00If you see me walking on the road with
someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to
walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the
time Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my
heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me
[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101177244655505032004-11-23T10:34:00.000+08:002004-11-23T10:39:58.570+08:00All About Loving You
by Jon Bon Jovi
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me & you
Mistakes I know I've made a few
I took some shots that fail from time to time baby
You were there to pull me through
Been around that block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how I've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101096707836034142004-11-22T13:11:00.000+08:002004-11-22T12:16:13.560+08:00It isn't every day that you point to a line in the ground and say this day is the day that I'm not who I was. Today I will embrace the new me and allow the old me to walk away.
Running used to mean running away, today running means running into the future and everything it can and will bring.
run into the future and live life anew. what has gone has gone. no regrets.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1101011613165420212004-11-21T12:33:00.000+08:002004-11-21T12:33:33.166+08:00[~*A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... U arE not pretty, mY beautiful, i dont want to be with you [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100968918587445362004-11-21T01:40:00.000+08:002004-11-21T12:04:45.933+08:00Still
by Brian McKnight
Funny when you stop and think
Time goes fast and then you blink
Nothing's ever like it was
Girl we've got a special thing
And all the happiness it brings
Is more than enough
I know it's hard to believe
You're still the biggest part of me
All I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you, and need you by my side
I'm still mad [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100922509993869162004-11-20T11:48:00.000+08:002004-11-20T11:52:57.373+08:00Never Be Replaced (edited)
by 1st Ladi
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, girl I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, girl I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100903406834192142004-11-20T06:30:00.000+08:002004-11-20T06:30:06.836+08:00sigh.. ridiculously early now.. 6am.. woke up from a terrible dream and cant seem to fall back into slp again. haha why am i starting to fear sleep..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100872989899777702004-11-19T22:03:00.000+08:002004-11-19T22:03:09.900+08:00.: SR RUGBY. M1 SHIELD CHAMPIONS :.
time to train for next year A Divisions[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100795385859273702004-11-19T01:29:00.000+08:002004-11-20T06:28:28.636+08:00somehow.. im just getting scared.. now its over..
why do i keep falling back..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100746509535618642004-11-18T10:55:00.000+08:002004-11-18T10:55:09.536+08:00how bad is it to get raped by guys, given a mud bath and then get your ankle broken the day before your bday and 2 days before a competition?
... very bad..?
but its hideously funny to me :S.. gonna go visit my poor friend at the hospital..
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100519662620943562004-11-15T19:54:00.000+08:002004-11-15T19:54:22.620+08:00save me from this recurring deja vu of dreams.. nightmares or sweet dreams.. i cannot distinguish.. stop.. making me wake up so early no matter what time i go to slp. am i suffering from insomnia?[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100442581376995512004-11-14T22:28:00.000+08:002004-11-14T22:29:41.376+08:00I'll Take The Tears
by A1
Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory
It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100399082191724752004-11-14T10:24:00.000+08:002004-11-14T10:24:42.193+08:00Say Goodbye
by S Club 7
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100336028619542842004-11-13T16:53:00.000+08:002004-11-13T16:53:48.620+08:00seremos siempre buenos amigos..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100334992138085092004-11-13T16:36:00.000+08:002004-11-14T10:12:16.110+08:00How Did I Fall In Love With You
by Backstreet Boys
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood we'd never be alone
Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight
Chorus
What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100272649116443272004-11-12T23:17:00.000+08:002004-11-12T23:27:32.153+08:00gracias por amarme, u'll tienen siempre un lugar en mi corazon..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100268113469991572004-11-12T22:01:00.000+08:002004-11-12T22:10:19.613+08:00i wanna be stronger. i wanna move on. i'm even willing to break my anger threshold.. just let me be angry.. let me be pissed so that i can get over this...
just let it go. let it go totally so that i wont affect or bother anyone or impede in anyone's life....
night after night, i tell myself this aint worth the pain.. that there are so many beautiful memories and times to be cherished and [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100254655191668872004-11-12T18:17:00.000+08:002004-11-12T21:42:49.716+08:00She's
by Ryan Cabrera
She looks into my eyes
And I'm alive again
And when she says goodbye
I just die again
That's when my restlessness begins
Please don't let it win
I'm so tired again
And underneath the haze
One thing still remains the same
CHORUS:
She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She's the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?
She [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100244736565678942004-11-12T15:32:00.000+08:002004-11-12T15:33:31.516+08:00watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind now.. how apt. how can someone like jim carrey be so versatile and act in such drama/romance/sci-fi movies and then easily make a show like bruce almighty so funny?
This is the story of a guy, Joel (Jim Carrey), who discovers that his long-time girlfriend, Clementine (Kate Winslet), has undergone a psychiatrist's (Tom Wilkinson) experimental [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100236600649123412004-11-12T13:16:00.000+08:002004-11-12T13:16:40.650+08:00this is just so fucking wrong..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1100231694630163892004-11-12T11:54:00.000+08:002004-11-12T11:54:54.630+08:00frustrations.. are better kept to one's self..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1099929834868812172004-11-09T01:03:00.000+08:002004-11-09T00:16:41.876+08:00haha seeing these pictures really make me feel damn touched la...
these kids are so damn cute rite.. haha makes me feel proud to know that humanity is still alive even though the war is raging. these pictures might seem to some as propaganda for Bush's cause or sth but i really think that it means a lot to see that the children in Iraq are happy and their smiles on their faces [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1099882646614406392004-11-08T10:57:00.000+08:002004-11-08T10:57:26.613+08:00Iris
by Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1099841869959091352004-11-07T23:37:00.000+08:002004-11-07T23:37:49.960+08:00hey blog.. haven posted for a really long time.. lets see.. wad's changed recently?
1) promos over
2) everything?
boo.. pretty fine with my results ba.. heh.. hols are boring.. terribly lonely.. haha dun really know wad to post.. life has to go on.. but walking on alone is different. gonna be stronger i guess..[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1099799737307007572004-11-07T11:55:00.000+08:002004-11-07T11:55:37.306+08:00welcome back to my life...
haven updated for long.. haha probably might start soon.. [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1087362763506814162004-06-16T13:11:00.000+08:002004-06-16T13:12:43.506+08:00goodness.. been ages since i last updated...
btw..
lakers 1 - pistons 4
hohoho fabulous
gonna get back to studying now.. mid years = killing me[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1080654915609817222004-03-30T21:55:00.000+08:002004-03-30T22:04:12.793+08:00been quite long since i last updated
school has officially started but im still in the holiday mood now. ahhh the after effects of 3 mths of slacking.. :S been posted to srjc.. bah.. all alone in a new school again.. dhs also liddat.. haha my adaptability and social skills need work man. its terrible now. haha i barely speak up to 3 sentences in a day. kinda embarrassing.. i only realised today[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1079020113322633092004-03-11T23:48:00.000+08:002004-03-11T23:51:42.903+08:00
hahahahhahaha this is so cute[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1078807769221497752004-03-09T12:49:00.000+08:002004-03-09T22:17:39.170+08:00And the ball said.... money does not equal greatness. cribs dont equal greatness. balance dont equal greatness. frame doesnt equal greatness. endorsements dont equal greatness. winning doesnt equal greatness. only greatness equals greatness. only greatness equals greatness. only greatness equals greatness.
and the ball said.... dont be afraid of greatness. greatness will not hurt u. greatness [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1077901715906895292004-02-28T01:08:00.000+08:002004-02-28T01:14:52.420+08:00These guys have been criticized the last few years for not getting to where we're going, but I've always said that the most important thing in sports is to keep trying. Let this be an example of what it means to say its never over.
--Utah Jazz head coach Jerry Sloan after his team defeated the Houston Rockets in Game 6 of the Western Conference Finals to advance to the 1997 NBA Finals
[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1077901158307235632004-02-28T00:59:00.000+08:002004-02-28T01:11:59.046+08:00hmm o level results came out today. i guess im pretty fine with it.. though its not good.. it allows me to have a shot at a good progress award.. 39 in mid year. 27 in prelims. 16 in o lvls? haha sucky results.. but at least can go jc ba.. and thank god. wads better than being alright with ur results? ur parents being happy abt it too :) meridien.. hope can enter ba
We all get heavier as we get[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1077336275766620232004-02-21T12:04:00.000+08:002004-02-21T12:07:18.996+08:00I've missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot- and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.
-Michael Jordan[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1077249260811546852004-02-20T11:54:00.000+08:002004-02-20T11:57:01.983+08:00 Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results Sociability ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Gregariousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Activity Level |||||||||||||||||| 58% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Trust |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Morality ||[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1076823785076320712004-02-15T13:43:00.000+08:002004-02-15T13:45:39.640+08:00IMPOSSIBLE is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. IMPOSSIBLE is not a fact. it's an opinion. IMPOSSIBLE is not a declaration. it's a dare. IMPOSSIBLE is potential. IMPOSSIBLE is temporary.
IMPOSSIBLE is nothing
/// forever sport. adidas.[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1076688025717120392004-02-14T00:00:00.000+08:002004-02-17T12:19:36.390+08:00
argh why are shoes so ex!![J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1076129395685424172004-02-07T12:49:00.000+08:002004-02-07T12:52:19.216+08:00I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you
Darling that means for good[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1075960209714166992004-02-05T13:50:00.000+08:002004-02-05T13:52:31.140+08:00im absolutely amazed by how many ppl in this world actually share a passion for william hung. lets give it up for the man!! thats wad i call will power!!
the following are two websites that i found.. william shrines i would call them. enjoy
- www.williamhung.net
- www.williamhung.reallyrules.com
due to overwhelming response from his fans, both sites might be down at times. williamhung.net has[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1075569325897144022004-02-01T01:15:00.000+08:002004-02-01T01:17:40.856+08:00If I'm Not In Love
By Faith Hill
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If it's just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1075515581822923122004-01-31T10:19:00.000+08:002004-01-31T10:21:55.810+08:00anyone has any idea how to make ur parents apply for cable? nba all star weekend is coming soon and i wanan watch it.. ARGH[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1075214232415814642004-01-27T22:37:00.000+08:002004-01-27T22:47:19.983+08:00[.9 mtHs n c0uNtiNg oN t0 f0revA.]
quote from peter pan:
forever is an awfully long time.
quote from me:
time passes slower in neverland?[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1075213584902425022004-01-27T22:26:00.000+08:002004-01-27T22:30:25.826+08:00hey journal.. seems like really long nvr update le ah.. haha gonna try update as much as i can remember.. |dormant diary|
hmm cny just passed.. as with the other years cny was an utter bore.. not to forget.. the amt of red packets "harvested" was pathetic -as usual-. cny was a bore but watching [the last samurai] definitely was a blast! i must say i strongly recommend the film to anyone who [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1073572664346127362004-01-08T22:37:00.000+08:002004-01-08T22:38:04.136+08:00hey blogspot!! haha finally up le..
v sian ah... nth to do again.. actually tot can crash mj de.. den chased away by the vp.. haha considering crashing again la.. cos my mum thinks i going mj now.. den stop asking me to find job le.. haha how ahz..
went to play ball today.. haha 4hours!! nth better to do.. jian-ing fei.. needa go jog.. argh.. always dun haf the heng xin to start jogging.. [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1073137389456558842004-01-03T21:43:00.000+08:002004-01-03T21:43:27.803+08:00Do You Remember
by Aaron Carter
Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm
I see you baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say, yeah
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way
You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1072977161253212692004-01-02T01:12:00.000+08:002004-01-02T01:18:57.833+08:00stimes.. i just freaking dun uds..
stimes the heart breaks so softly.. no one can hear it[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1072976040589294362004-01-02T00:54:00.000+08:002004-01-02T01:04:44.936+08:00stimes i just dun uds..
the journey of life is nvr smoothsailing.. be it in ur education.. love life.. family.. nth is perfect.. though imperfections spice up one's life.. a currently flawless *in my eyes* event in one's life might just not seem the same to everyone.. having no doubts.. having no hidden agendas.. a seemingly all-giving dedication might not appear the same in others eyes. is it[J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1072896835001902482004-01-01T02:53:00.000+08:002004-01-01T02:54:43.210+08:002004 is here. may this year be a good one
2003 Year End Review Questions.
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
hMmz.. taken the Os.. which i definitely haven done b4.. got closer to the class.. which i nvr anticipated i wud do. alls good :)
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
nOpe.. din set any resolutions.. stay tuned for [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1072422557852626722003-12-26T15:09:00.000+08:002003-12-26T15:16:24.400+08:00haha i swear this christmas is one of the most boring ever
a supposed countdown that din materialise.. ended up calling everyone to wish them merry xmas on the train home
a supposed group party .. ended up with 4 ppl going to the playground and swinging
quite cool eh. -_-"
this year is the 1st time i ever wanted to go to my uncle's annual xmas party yet somehow *cos of sars?* there was none. [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1072191467553680342003-12-23T22:57:00.000+08:002003-12-23T23:02:25.516+08:00hi journal...
realise this poor jounal has been daoded for long long time.. sigh.. today.. eve of christmas eve..
gaga is e world suppose to be happy today? i guess so..
boo~ merry christmas.. [J]mnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5995848.post-1070471753653860022003-12-04T01:15:00.000+08:002003-12-04T01:17:42.016+08:00What is your full name:: Tan Jie Ming
Spell your first name backwards:: erm.. which one is my 1st name? nat?
Date of birth:: 19th Sep 1987
Male or female:: MalE
Astrological sign:: vIrgo
Nicknames:: eRmz.. moRon? haha
Occupation:: Ehz.. schoolless. jobless. i need a job. help me
Height:: 1.71m
Weight:: ehh i prefer to be discreet :X
Hair color:: brownish
Eye color:: hazel? haha dno brownish ba
[J]mnoreply@blogger.com